"Mom, Something's Wrong With Alex"

I am everything I need 

I am grounded on two feet

I have the strength built on pills 

When I die;

Remember my name 

"Don't let him affect you, that's exactly what he wants" 

And I'm sorry my brother had to call for you to come downstairs

Because his sister was on the basement floor sobbing

And I know its not fun having to grab me from the floor

And you're crying because this shouldn't be happening 

"F**k him"

Is all I can utter when you hold me to your heart 

And I'm not the same, mom.

I never will be the same

My being is gone 

My tolerance is low 

My body can't handle this mind 

I am everything I need

I am grounded on two feet

I have the strength built on pills

When I die;

Remember my name