I Can't Stop Vomiting

I'm going to really need you to stop calling me 

There are things you just have to let go 

And this is it 

I have nothing else to hide

And I won't do it anymore for people like you 

So Diego, might've been right 

I am so selfish 

But, hear me out before you go

If I'm doing this it's for your own good

Because I'm nothing

Unless I have liquor traveling these veins 

I'll smile a little harder 

I'll laugh a little longer 

Maybe, you'll love me more by the hour

But, I would much rather have my closest friends 

Smoking cigarettes in private parking lots

Laughing to our awkward sex stories 

False love 

And our ridiculous ex-boyfriends 

At least they know my true nature 

And will never leave