One Week Off Meds

So I’ll climb up my stairs
And I keep f*****g up
The guy I love thinks I’m so perfect
When I’m not even nearly as close
I want to drown in these waters
Every other night
Sink me further
I don’t want to breath anymore

So, don’t try to save me
If I die before the age of 22
I don’t fit the picture
I’m not bubbly
I’m not even f*****g happy
It’s all surface level stigma
That you put on people like me
I’m the most miserable
The most worthless
Piece of s**t
On this planet

So, don’t try to save
If I die before the age of 22