???

I try to make excuses for people
Until I realize
There is no reason to keep giving
When there is nothing left

I tried communicating
But, I feel imprisoned
In my own voice box
Comforting my solace
With drinks and lack of energy
For another day

Fighting my way through the halls
With blurry vision
And tired feet
I worked over 15 hours
Just to make some money
For f*****g car loans
And a night with you

So why can’t I break out of this cycle
Euphoria
Forcibly strung with twine of negativity
To always keep me grounded

Benzos for the mania
Risperidone for the anxious highs
I can’t keep pretending
I’m not ashamed
I just want to live honestly

Reviews

[Gee]

My heart , as a father to a daughter, goes out to you. We want the best for all folk, but more so for our kids, having invested so much love and time into them. Hopefully your future will be far more rosy than the now , the frogs will stop calling and your Prince will stop in and show you true love :)

[Alexandra]

Thank you for your kind words. Truly appreciative!! Keep loving hard!

[Gee]

I will do, spent the last 27 years with a truly special lady .....I'm a lucky man :))