I’m Too Old For This S**t

At the age of 13
I was fed alcohol
Blacked out drunk
Felt the foreign touch of another
That’s when I knew there was nothing to bring me back to my innocence

At the age of 15
I knew things weren’t right
When boys looked up my skirt as I walked up the stairs
Ran there hands across my thigh during class
No consent
No words escaped

At the age of 21
I was in love
I felt the abusive touch of another
Brace for impact
Hold
Hold
Hold
I am not doing this anymore

At the age of 22
I felt my coworker thrust himself
No where to go
Brace for impact
Run
Run
Run
I just can’t f*****g do this anymore