A Lost Ship with a Broken Radio

Choices made has led myself to open waters

in the chaos of misted death of left antlers

find trust in the sea of turbulent self destruction

blindly with false faith is a seeker to creation

Found the salt crusted lips in drowning

swallowing, shadowed breathes one endures in this knowing

this fight, clashing, deepens your seeded death of this end

helpless, alone to fend

these songs of death, salted life in a pain

walked in a mind of being held with dreamy fame

the weight of this ocean and fears

you communicate to escape while left in these tears

Remember the final moments of being no one, left to a removed sea

the final thoughts, flood in a lonely self hatred of being me

The distance of fading light, sounds or absence are of black

lived a entire fragile life, cowardly, destructive life one, lacked

Apologize only to this self cowardliness

owed love where I never could give

this hurt of darkness was a rooted deep emptiness

I love the hurt humanity

where devotion of neglected energy

truly tried to see the light of depth black oceans