Enemy

encourage to a place I was before
A place once understood for of healing
Welcoming the place of no change and late
not afraid, life wanted and enemies present

The enemy has came for the assaults
Enemies hidden with this healed mind
The enemy now has broken myself
Places of healed noise inside comforts

You know I want this place once experienced
Forgotten vulnerabilities always were secure
for the lessons learned years ago
I knew this Time would come

weathered ruins of protected pains. Exposed
Vulnerability of aged pain once hidden deep
fragility is oversight, left to be this weakness
Strength has lost myself from these years

A new Youth
Youth that was once unafraid
Courage to trap these memories with certainty
So weak, left among the ruined self doubts

The enemy has came for these assaults
Now broken
Left eager of my youthful self
Moving in a comforts of forgotten truth

Finding angered hatred fucked over
Left alone with the inability of recovery
welcome the place again
Blood bled open wounded fragility

I am afraid
Broken with defeated comforts
I am afraid, afraid, darkened fears
Of not getting to this place again

New youth felt fears
Fears and afraid
Give this darkness, I am afraid
Afraid, afraid… afraid