life

Elements of this life, the life is precious, short with a longing reality of immediacy. Valuable time lost in dreamt states of hope. Honest reality is the hope chased with emptiness, pain, lost of dread wasted time, regret, angered and depressive. Immobile, paralyzing, existence has became years of this blackened thick waste of precocious life. Awaken, found mirrored into the unknown eyes with deep unrecognizable soul. The Red splashed truth, buries into the psych existence conditioned with years of emptiness. Disorientation stared with depth into the iris, the glass, layered film, self with immediate justification driven self defense. Continue with the hope, ignorance to truthful, a god to kneel, to pay and continue with plastic, melted existence. We continue, filled thoughts of others, hiding with masked dramatic over reactions. Actions in a distraction, while ignorant to face the time wasted. Fear has became our existence, the constant variable, control in the beautiful act of our rare existence of life. habitual selfless behaviors is the true pain. The internal pain, the dread, the felt, moments of thought, the darkness hitting moments of the routine. The felt, moments we cannot explain, the moments altering emotional imbalance. Societal norms with medicated humans, created a world of white noise, blurred minds, thoughtless humans, existing with never facing true pain. humanity. Creation has became painful, art is of love and has became impossible. So much cruelty, judgmental hatred, Thoughtless washed white noise generational conditioning. Disgust, Filth ridden, hurt, black layered bricked, cold self is of a driven self documenting this time of humanity. Hope is chasing with no future. Existing with the abandonment of hope idealism. Humanity has a future, learn, study our past, grow, unite with a drive of existence in valuing the short journey of life.