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ughhhhhhhhhhhhhh present day

I think I have problems

Like an equation and I can’t solve them

All this noise is making me poise

I’m drowning in regrets

And fear

All I want is to hold you closer my dear

You are well aware

I’m not okay

But hey

I know all we are is a play

Just an act

Where I can’t get you to stay

It’s like I’m the ocean full of salty tears

With a low tide smell of sorrow

So close to the shore line

But not quite there

It’s like when they speak I’m there

but not really there

I create another tear

And I slowly fear how I may

f**k up once again.