Pain killers

A Poem by Your future

What would I do without painkillers
I started with ibeprofin then Vicodin and oxys too
as my love grew
But i was not addicted to pain killers
I was addicted to you
And I needed more of you as my love grew
But I couldn’t have you
And that was a pill I couldn’t swallow
So I sit in my room and wallow
Holding the empty pill bottle
Which used to be full of you
It was like my prescription was expired
But I was still sick
Maybe I was just prescribed the wrong
Pill but I loved this pill
I was addicted
And I needed more
But there was no more
And I just wanted the pills
I just wanted you
And so I grew sicker
And my doctor took away my sticker
Accusing me of needing you
Just trying to help me heal
But I pushed him away
And walked the streets just after day
Looking for a hookup
None were as good as you.