I am the Owner of my Life.

i like this poem because it 's a sad beginning and hopeful end .

The words don't want to go out from my mind,

Even my brain is like  an agitated  sea of words, 

Not a blue sea, but a dark one,

A sea that i want to reach his depth,

I wanna to calm his agitation, 

I know that i am lost,

That my life is based on desires , despite it should be based on rules.

I gave my day, my time to a jail of desires ,

A jail that her guards are my weakness,

I can see that ... 

I followed other's life ,other's style,

I can feel my weakness,

I can feel my tears without crying.

I can feel the anger even i am calm,

I can feel the blank into my life,

It hurts ...

A kind of hurt that goes deeply in heart ,

I can feel every minute  loosed in my life,

I can feel every feeling felt in my life ,

It's a huge feeling ,

A feeling that hides me,

A feeling that buries me a thousand miles in this earth,

But...

I can't let my life in this jail,

I can't still buried in this darkness anymore,

I can't live other's life anymore, 

Because i am the owner of my life.

My life ...

I will change it, 

Because...

I am the owner of my life.