My dear mom

To tell you the truth..this is what I have to deal with.

I've been alone this past year

Nobody there, nobody near

I've cried and cried, no one listen's

She ruined my life, was that her mission?

All I have is me, myself, and I

My mom says she loves me, oh so many lies

I've cried cuz of her, I've cried cuz of lies

I've cried for everthing in my life

My eyes have dried, no tears come forth

Whats the point for trying, whats it worth?

I don't care, I always say

When really thats all I think about in the day

I've had enough of my so called "mother"

I'm not even sure if I even love her

My sister makes things easy

But she also make's it crazy

She never picks a side, mine or her's

She rats on me all the time, for sure

All I have is friends in my life

The women might just take that away too, she might

My friends make me forget

Of all the things stuck in my head

My "mom" thinks my friends arn't worth

When all she does is make me into somone I hate, somone that's worse

I don't want to be who I am

But she makes it so hard to go back

I'm sorry mom

If that really is what you should be called

If you wounder why I'm not the same...

It's all YOU mom, mother, to blame

Author's Note

This really is what I have to deal with, please give me some thought on what I should do