Questions

I question myself daily,

why are you so lazy,

why are you so dumb,

why did you do  that,

why didn't you do that,

when will I do this,

when will I do this or that,

why can't i help myself?

It's so easy to help everyone else,

yet so hard to help myself,

wanting so much in life,

yet slacking and wantint it to come to me,

I yell at myself.

Go! Move!! Don't drag your feet!

I mange a step,

I yell more,

get frustrated,

Why?!! Just go!

slowly placing one foor in front of the other,

the slow placement of each foot is painful,

but so nessessary,

I need to go,

go and get my life,

run into the future,

and be the best I can be,

make myself proud.