Disconnected

I was disconnected

deleted

for that something

I had said

but I wanted to know

what was in 

his heart and head

I had gifted him my thoughts

where they

could easily be read

until I am alive there

I might as well be dead

though we are still 

connected in many

other ways

and I want to have him

fill my heart and days

a woman loves a man

in so very many ways

but what he holds 

in his heart 

is the reason 

that she stays