Real or Not Real

Real or Not Real?

Real or not real?

These days I can't even tell..

The thoughts that go through my head

So confusing, so frustrating.

I can't even see straight

These tears got my vision blurry.

I can't even tell you why I

Am crying. 

So lost in these thoughts.

Memories warped in my mind.

Manipulated; Changed.

I need to come up for air.

I can hardly breathe.

Real or not real?