My Confusion - A Poem in Essence

Emotions of depression, and the way it feels sometimes in my head.

Mixed emotions

Explosions

My mind is racing

Everything, everything, everything,

Pounding in my head

All the voices

I want to scream

None agree

Except in their ability to disagree

I want love, I want joy

I want to feel like someone cares

Anyone cares

I need help

I need friendship

I need to be held and loved

I cannot express myself

In the right words

My heart is so easily swayed

Why does no one care?

How can I be unlovable?

How can I be me?