chapter 2 where is this going ?

just more talk and thing from me

Ch. 2

Like I say at the start this book about me and my thought but not a blog. I really hate book that are diary or blog because I really don’t care what you did with your boyfriend on Saturday night or what happened long time ago some time. I know a lot people love book or blog like that but I can’t stead them or I don’t read them it just same like on YouTube I try to stay away from vlog that have someone talk about what happened in school or at work and talk about people I will never meet or care to hear about. At the same time I think that why I’m so boarding because I don’t care or read them.  Like my sister yes I have a sister who I will just call sister because I don’t know if she wants to be in my book let. My sister like book that are more reality lot of high school drama one.  I have try to read them but I don’t get it  like when I real is in high school I never got the idea of reading about live in school when you’re living it. Same with TV show that are like that will ok I do like glee but that the only one really or think it is….?   I don’t all way put show in that catalogue show in that away or I have hard time of doing that.

Recently I had been want to catalog or cataloguing my life or diffleter part of my life because I start to feel like I losing myself. I’m not sure how to expelling the feeling that I got when I look around and have no clue what I doing no more. I hate the feeling and not sure how to stop feeling like that.  So I start going thought my subscription list on YouTube that I have so many that I couldn’t remember why I subscribed to them. Before I make my list I have 473 channel  that I subscribe to and I make a list and got it down to 365 and  92 that I not sure I want to keep on or not. I start to go thought and delete one that have no vid on it or I don’t like no more but then 92 I have to rewatch to remember why I subscribe to them. As I doing this I find more people I like because of watch talk about and add them so now I’m at 368.  This so annoying  when I think I get somewhere  then I look back and I have not go  nowhere I will keep working on it. 

 

I love book no I don’t just love them they are like a drug to me that better way to think of way I feel about idea of books. I say before I have a learning disability that have to do with the way I read too not just with my spelling and grammar. I can read a page and get to the end and have no clue what I just read. I don’t know that I have this when younger but when I got in to middle school we mean my family find this out because my teacher thought I did. So if you can guess it make my school life hard on me because I need help with just reading books for school and homework more than other kids around me. I feel bad about myself and hate way my brain works.  I still sometime  do because it just make a lot think hard or make me think about it a lot it get in the way of all thing now. But I think I let it take over and try to get out of that thinking.   I still love reading  and books so much that  I have 258 books I plan to read or so I know the number because of this site I love  call shelari because it  have  this book shelf display for you and other to see what you have read or plan or is reading at is point and time.   I hope to read all of as many I can before I dead or get to old to see by the way I have glasses.  I love harry potter if you can’t tell by the find that I want to be like j.k Rowling. Harry potter the book help me so much with my reading in middle school. It is a great story too.