Underneath This Smile

About me

Underneath this smile,

Is alot of hurt & alot of pain.

I see the sun

but I still feel the rain.

I'm slowly going insane.

Everytime you leave to go to her.

 

I ask myself why I feel this way,

I never really know what to say,

When you leave me standing here.

 

We have our good days,

We have our bad.

You're always happy,

I'm always sad.

I know you love her more.

 

This is something I don't understand,

You're never there,

When I need your hand.

 

Underneath this smile,

Are alot of things you'll never see.

Because I'm not her,

I'm always "Just" me.

 

I cover up me pain,

So you won't know,

I already feel,

You letting me go.

 

I laugh when I'm sad,

I smile when I'm hurt,

but underneath this smile I really feel like dirt.

I'm not good enough for you any more.

Author's Note

I know this is not my best piece so don't be too harsh plz =]

Reviews

[Lyndsay Castro]

From the sounds of it, he's not good enough for you. But that said, this is great work. I know how you feel. It is hard. But I can tell from this and your other stuff that you're a strong, powerful, and faithful woman. Remind yourself of that when you need to.

[Crazy Cat Man]

yeah ...... it sucks when you see someone you love with someone else....you try to pretend like its cool....pretend that you're cool with that...but deep inside you wish he/she is still with you......but you remain friends with he/she in hopes they will return to you...... i know the feeling...but we have to move on and meet new faces :).. great piece

[John Stussy]

Under the smiles always lurks something darker in us. Previous pains cause it to grow, make it stronger. But, the great in life helps us to keep smiling, and reminds us that with the negative there is also a lot of good here. Wounds that are opened make way for scars that toughen and make stronger.

[♥ Courtney &hear..]

I thought this was wonderful!!

[+xDrunkenFairytalex+]

What do you mean, "too harsh"??? My goodness! I loved it! I don't think it's bad at all.
Maybe you're too harsh on yourself. Give yourself a little slack. You're only human.
Well. Major kudos! I love your work!!

[steph]

i think it is beautiful. its exactly how i feel!