Alone - My pessimism

This is how i felt for a period of time when i got through some worst case scenarios of my life.

ALONE

Alone in the darkness

alone with my fears

i cope with my ownself

and burst into tears

Alone where i am

for what i 've done

alone beneath the surface

hope is left none

Alone when i suffer

with no one to care

lonliness i deserve

that's why i 'm here

Alone when i shiver

of the do bitter cold

lonliness i prefer

fearing the untold

Alone for what i should

not 've become

alone i am here

for i 've tried to run

Alone for all the secrets

that shan't 've been kept

alone for all the regrets

that i should accept

Alone for those lies

i was so untrue

alone my soul dies

i 've lost my virtue

i 've lost my virtue...