JULIAN

WHAT A DELICIOUS GAME

JULIAN
A Poem by Desiree'
" STILL FRAGRANT MEMORIES "
He crosses my mind frequently
A bright comet blazing through galaxies
The heat of him pulls me into the stream
I recall Once Upon A Dream of him
Loneliness weighted my heavy heart
I'd traveled through time to make a new start
When out of a blinding light he called to me
"If you want freedom, Then Come to Me!"
His eyes are crystal blue diamonds beckoning,
"If you desire mystery, then follow me!"
I looked for him diligently to hear him say,
"If you need what I offer, just come this way."
Into his jet stream, I anxiously went
To be by his side, I was hell-bent
We dwelt hours each day, till he'd weigh,
"If you want ecstasy, Come on and play!"
I gave Julian my all, he gave me emptiness
I jumped at his call, he wanted me to undress
He needed acrobatics before he could satiate
I was too shy so I asked a Neighbor instead to play
It all was a joke. I expected Julian to laugh,
"I'm not angry, Do not fear my wrath."
But Julian does not take to joking easily
And in no time at all he was done with me.
Now, as I said, Julian oft' crosses my mind
He still is a dream, I am not so blind
But the games are not Julian's cup of tea
If he says he is lonely, then send him to me
Blood games will suit him for they are binding
He'll relent to my urging without all that whining
I want those blue crystals on my silver chain
And until I get them, we will do this again.