I hate.

I hate what you did.
I hate that you hurt me.
I trusted you and then you desert me?
I wish I hadn't said yes.
I shouldn't have let you in.
Now I pay because I let you win.
I hate the constant anxiety.
I hate the false hope.
I have to sit here and try to just cope.
I wish I didn't believe you.
I should have stopped you.
Now I'm a wreck and I absolutely hate you.