Horrible

How could I ever go back there?

you were horrible to me.

But still you cross my mind.

I don't want to think about you anymore,

to rip you out of my life like a band aid.

The pain you caused me is still there,

the loss of my freedom. 

You gave me three weeks of tears,

almost like three horrible years. 

I'm glad I got up back and stood strong,

I found someone else who treats me better. 

You didn't even really care about me at all,

I even watched you cheat on me twice. 

Why didn't I do anything? 

I heard you say 'I love you' to them,

but you promised you loved me more. 

You turned me into something I wasn't,

you made my parents afraid of me.

My friends thought I was crazy,

but it was all because of you. 

So why am I crying right now as I write this,

he treats me so much better than you did.

I ask myself again why do I even care how you are?

I don't!

How could I ever go back there?

You were horrible to me. 

Author's Note

X.X .......

Reviews

[Hippy]

i like it babe i still only know a little of the story but id like to hear the rest and in one line it should be got back up instead of got up back

[KatiePie]

Dear God. This was.. powerful.. alluring.. painful.. hurting.. scarring.. I can't even think of the right word. Let me tell you one thing though, one thing that might change your view on one other thing. When people hurt people, there is a system of justice involved, and too often nothing is done. But when people hurt writers, their scorn come out through their pens, were like dragons the way we breathe fire with our words. Nothing hurts an inconsiderate jerk, who knows nothing more than lies the way the truth hurt them. It's odd the way we learn these things. Anyways, great write!
-Cathrine