Fear

the state of heart at the moment....

 Its fills the heart once again,

The same old disquietness,

Eyes welling up with the lament of the heart,

The wind inside is getting cold,

The bruise on the heart is getting deep,

The shadow of sorrows overlay the heart,

No glimmer of hope is glimpsed,

The heart gazes for a spark of light

in the cold darkness,

It searches for a refuge from the harsh reality 

but non is found,

Yet it keeps welling up likely it might 

shatter as million pieces again....