Souls and Life

How I feel about life in general and what I see when I look at life.

f**k all this bullshit,
im going crazy inside
my head keeps spinning
and i dont know why

drugs, alcohol, cutting and such
keeps the pain to a numbing spot
no pain means no hurt
no hurt means getting high

since nothing else works
why cant i just try
try what society does to keep them cool
try the rules of society, who knew?

society is a b***h, a c**t
it is fatal to the heart, kills whats inside
kills all of those pure and innocent souls
kills till theres nothing left to live for

life is like society it kills wont let you live
it doesnt care if you die or commit suicide
life is stupid, dumb, hard and difficult
just look life in the eye and say,

"F**K ALL EVIL!"

no where to start on evil, oh i dont know

evil is inside of us, with our demonic souls
no one is pure, nothing can be purified
for all our souls are blood stained and dry

tears that are shed, drip with bitterness
oh what sweet innocent, bitterness despair?
what is love i ask myself over and over
for there is no love, just hate in me

yes there is some love saved for those who see
for those who know me, love me, saved me
my lover, you know who you are so dear and close
no matter what happens i will love you evermore

love can hurt you because you care
you care for your lover despite all despair
distress is calmed when your lover is near
distress is rough when your lover dissapears

dont leave me dont hate me
just be with me now
for i will always love you
forever, i promise