Losing the silly love game.

Crying like always I lay in my bed,


Wishing to vanish or even be dead,


If only I could go somewhere really far,


If only I could take back every bruise and every scar,


My heart slowly crumbles and I slowly fall,


Never knew that I could feel so incredibly small,


Yet life goes on as if nothing is wrong,


As if the feelings I have are already gone,


I feel Im not good enough, even though Ive tried,


I start to fall apart, and Im dieing inside,


My silent screams of questions that turn into cries,


Because the only answers are my tears for replies,


When will things change and start to go right,


Im tired of hoping and giving up the fight,


So tell me my dear when will I fit your expectations,


Im tired of your excuses and your pitiful evasions,


Its time to grow up and tell me the truth,


When will I ever be good enough for you?

Author's Note

this is my favorite. tell me what ya think.

Reviews

[LlamaLord]

"My silent screams of questions that turn into cries,


Because the only answers are my tears for replies,"
Ah...As people, we go through such loneliness, such singularity sometimes, that we lose it. I can't tell by this piece if she really was that way or simply in pain. However, love can have it's tolls. In the end or sometimes during the process of love, we give up hope. Thats the main thing I found in this piece. Hopelessness. Very well-written piece. As always, I'd love to read more :) thanks for the read

-Austin