poison

without you,

it`s dull.

a constant feeling of missing, longing,

remembering too much,

knowing too little.

everything you taught me,

I spat out

like some poison.

I don`t know how to be good to myself.

Reviews

[jacob erin-cilberto]

self-loathing is the worst...and if we finally learn to accept ourselves, it is a blessing.

But this also reminds me of my parents and when they harped on me about certain things. I always thought it was such a bother and now at my age, I have been thinking how helpful all that was back then because it makes me conscious of taking care of things now.
j.