Disingenuous

just looking over old stuff and thinking I'd write something new in companion since things have changed.

Hypocrisy is hard to get
settled down, hard to hold
your head up high, to let
yourself re-believe in yourself; cold,
you have to let yourself warm up.
Believe me when I say it's so difficult
to believe as if you have a full cup;
that in your life, all the time you took
destroying all the boundaries you set,
will just change your outlook
on life and the journey to get
to a better place.
It's so hard to get up again and again.
It's hard every time you lose, you lie to yourself you win.