Chapter 1 Prayer/Meditation

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PRAYER is Asking for guidance from the Father within for WHAT YOU NEED TO KNOW IN ORDER TO SUSTAIN IN HIS SERVICE, “AND IN ALL THINGS, FATHER, NOT MY WILL, BUT THINE WILL BE DONE.” MEDITATION then is RECEIVING that information from the Father within to sustain in HIS service. Eventually, YOU will ALL be in a constant state of meditation and communion (mutual participation or sharing) with the Divine Father within.

First, only those who are “enlightened” will be allowed to go with Esu (Jesus) Immanuel to “Heaven” or the Lighted Realms. To be “enlightened” means to understand the Truth of God’s Laws and The Laws of Creation, and to live that Truth in your personal life. The present-day record of God’s Laws and The Laws of Creation, also known as The Laws of Balance, is found in the Phoenix Journals, especially volume 27, and entitled The Phoenix Owner-Operator Manuals

Once you have understood these laws and your errors, you are to forgive yourself, forgive those whom you have wronged, and then ask your God-Spirit within to forgive you as well. By doing this you release yourself from your evil past and move into God’s Light, Love, and protection. You then proceed through the wisdom of Truth to live the Laws of Balance in all your daily affairs. At that point, when by your own free-will you decide to follow The Laws of Balance and have forgiven yourself of your errors, your name will be placed in The Book of Life of the Lighted Realms. You will then be under Commander Hatonn’s protection and scheduled for pick-up when lift-off time occurs.Taking personal responsibility for our selves is a characteristic of those living in Higher Consciousness. No longer is it appropriate to blindly trust “health care professionals” who benefit from our illness. It is appropriate to question the “conventional” wisdom and seek natural approaches for the maintenance and reestablishment of optimal health. This section is designed to provide information

If you want to discover your true purpose in life, you must first empty your mind of all the false purposes you’ve been taught (including the idea that you may have no purpose at all).

So how to discover your purpose in life? While there are many ways to do this, some of them fairly involved, here is one of the simplest that anyone can do. The more open you are to this process and the more you expect it to work, the faster it will work for you. But not being open to it or having doubts about it or thinking it’s an entirely idiotic and meaningless waste of time won’t prevent it from working as long as you stick with it — again, it will just take longer to converge.

The spirit will only look through the eyes of the soul. It will fill; not only your subconscious, but it will also fill your preconscious, your super conscious, your omni-conscious and your conscious mind. That is very important.

“You came here to be conscious. Conscious means life of understanding. You came here to understand. You also came here to express this understanding. For where two or three are gathered in my name, there I will be in your midst. This simply means that the understanding will be greater because there is more people who will, with their spirit, send up this great high energy to break through the clouds of ignorance. That’s what that means. Where two or three are gathered in my name.

“A lot of misinterpretations have taken place over the allegories and over the parables. This is why today every one of you on Earth are prodigal sons and prodigal daughters trying to reach out through some form of belief system to bring you back to this big table of smorgasbord, we call it. It is different spiritual food, labeled differently, to understand who you really are. First of all, to understand who you really are, you must allow the death of the flesh, or the death of your physical, to take place.

Did you ever dream of becoming an author? Well, guess what? You are! You are the author of your life. It’s exciting to realize how much power you have. But there’s a price for that power. The price is called RESPONSIBILITY. Here’s what I mean. If I’m unhappy with my present situation, I have no one to blame but myself. After all, I’m the one who put myself here. How can I be surprised by the way the story is developing when I am the one who wrote the script? It’s not enough to be an author. I also have to read what I write. So, if I don’t like the way the story is heading, I can change the script and arrive at a new ending Goals are what inspire us to go beyond* to transcend previous accomplishments and to feel the satisfaction of continuous improvement, whether personal or professional. In order for a goal to be effective and re

alistic, however, it must be more than just a wish or a hopeful intention Find the will to be you. Unfortunately many have taken the role of masking. A role placed upon us knowingly or unknowingly. Women are nurturers in the most awesome sense of the word.

 
We also allow ourselves to nurture the patterns of others. Society has a portrait of what success and failure looks like. This may not be the true value of success or failure, but its there, and we view it. Believing in yourself comes from within it is the well of will, that was placed in you before you were born. It is the depth of your spirit it is the fountain of your wealth. I use the term totally, because the total meaning of executing your will does not leave room for negative influences to abide within you. Giving your will to yourself means you make the decisions, not your environment not your peers, you determine your growth by the stimulation of your mind

This is your plan, and our part in it is approved and carried out by the higher part of yourselves. “So you are architects at this time with your thinking. You are the architects of those energies that are going to be projected from the now into the tomorrow. I want you to think about this very carefully because when we deal with energy, it is very important that you understand that energy is real purity that allows the thoughts to awaken to these kinds of purities and understanding and reasoning.

“You have to come to grips with the pen that seems to give you the direction to write your life. You have to come to terms with the number of pages that you write into your life. You must come to terms with the joy and the ecstasy that supersedes the humiliation and the torment that you have allowed your judge in the emotional part of your body to give you those kind of sentences that allows you to block out the real reality in life. It is not hard to engender a love concept. It is hard; it seems, to live through it.

“When you give birth to a love concept, you must remember that you are, as we call it, the generator of a great energy or force. You must bathe in the well of love. You must submerge in the super consciousness of the ‘I Am’, your real self. You must start to become the God/Goddess that you really were sent out to become. You must look at your reality and look at the past tense mirror that projected you into how you are thinking right now and how you are looking into the mirror of your reality at this time.

Do not allow other’s interpretations to dissuade you from your own central meaning. I say this to now, because ideas, conversations, thoughts and communications will be rampant around the Earth, and in some, you may find the dismissal of the human spirit and in others, you may find a great deal to be considered. In any case, make sure you honor thyself.

Here’s what to do:

1. Take out a blank sheet of paper or open up a word processor where you can type (I prefer the latter because it’s faster).
2. Write at the top, “What is my true purpose in life?”
3. Write an answer (any answer) that pops into your head. It doesn’t have to be a complete sentence. A short phrase is fine.
4. Repeat step 3 until you write the answer that makes you cry. This is your purpose.

That’s it. It doesn’t matter if you’re a counselor or an engineer or a bodybuilder. To some people this exercise will make perfect sense. To others it will seem utterly stupid. Usually it takes 15-20 minutes to clear your head of all the clutter and the social conditioning about what you think your purpose in life is. The false answers will come from your mind and your memories. But when the true answer finally arrives, it will feel like it’s coming to you from a different source entirely.

For those who are very entrenched in low-awareness living, it will take a lot longer to get all the false answers out, possibly more than an hour. But if you persist, after 100 or 200 or maybe even 500 answers, you’ll be struck by the answer that causes you to surge with emotion, the answer that breaks you. If you’ve never done this, it may very well sound silly to you. So let it seem silly, and do it anyway.

As you go through this process, some of your answers will be very similar. You may even re-list previous answers. Then you might head off on a new tangent and generate 10-20 more answers along some other theme. And that’s fine. You can list whatever answers pops into your head as long as you just keep writing.

At some point during the process (typically after about 50-100 answers), you may want to quit and just can’t see it converging. You may feel the urge to get up and make an excuse to do something else. That’s normal. Push past this resistance, and just keep writing. The feeling of resistance will eventually pass.

You may also discover a few answers that seem to give you a mini-surge of emotion, but they don’t quite make you cry — they’re just a bit off. Highlight those answers as you go along, so you can come back to them to generate new permutations. Each reflects a piece of your purpose, but individually they aren’t complete. When you start getting these kinds of answers, it just means you’re getting warm. Keep going.

It’s important to do this alone and with no interruptions. If you’re a nihilist, then feel free to start with the answer, “I don’t have a purpose,” or “Life is meaningless,” and take it from there. If you keep at it, you’ll still eventually converge.

When I did this exercise, it took me about 25 minutes, and I reached my final answer at step 106. Partial pieces of the answer (mini-surges) appeared at steps 17, 39, and 53, and then the bulk of it fell into place and was refined through steps 100-106. I felt the feeling of resistance (wanting to get up and do something else, expecting the process to fail, feeling very impatient and even irritated) around steps 55-60. At step 80 I took a 2-minute break to close my eyes, relax, clear my mind, and to focus on the intention for the answer to come to me — this was helpful as the answers I received after this break began to have greater clarity.

Here was my final answer: to live consciously and courageously, to resonate with love and compassion, to awaken the great spirits within others, and to leave this world in peace.

When you find your own unique answer to the question of why you’re here, you will feel it resonate with you deeply. The words will seem to have a special energy to you, and you will feel that energy whenever you read them.

Discovering your purpose is the easy part. The hard part is keeping it with you on a daily basis and working on yourself to the point where you become that purpose. You did not come here idly in this life. You came for the opposite – to move into the higher reality of your being and live from that space. In this time of Easter, the transition becomes possible. What I am inside you remains.

Troubles may exist, but with me beside you, this makes the journey easier. There is much more to come. Passion must be ignited and caring, too. Ask that I come forth. I want to serve each one of you.

Opening doors is easy. Walking through often difficult. But the greater worlds remain before you, not behind, and the time of vision toward that end is here. By aligning to the truth, light and love contained within your hearts, expansion begins. You are in a very specific space of time for this transition of being to come forth. Utilize the energies now; abandon not your trust. Remain centered in procreating love for within it comes the peace you seek. Let not those who dismantle me again and again in self-interest and relationship geared toward destruction be your friend. Remove the blinders! See where you are heading as a world and do not allow the constructs of mankind to supersede the Higher Will of God wherein peace lies intact

If you’re inclined to ask why this little process works, just put that question aside until after you’ve successfully completed it. Once you’ve done that, you’ll probably have your own answer to why it works. Most likely if you ask 10 different people why this works (people who’ve successfully completed it), you’ll get 10 different answers, all filtered through their individual belief systems and each will contain its own reflection of truth.

Obviously, this process won’t work if you quit before convergence. I’d guess estimate that 80-90% of people should achieve convergence in less than an hour. If you’re really entrenched in your beliefs and resistant to the process, maybe it will take you 5 sessions and 3 hours, but I suspect that such people will simply quit early (like within the first 15 minutes) or won’t even attempt it at all. But if you’re drawn to read this blog (and haven’t been inclined to ban it from your life yet), then it’s doubtful you fall into this group.

When you go into, what we call, the balancing of your consciousness, you allow yourself to go deeper within your subconscious mind. You are constantly doing this in meditation, but mostly by becoming each time aware of the link of where your consciousness was in that other form of life that you had shone.

We make decisions based on our beliefs about reality.  When our beliefs are accurate, our decisions will tend to be effective, producing the results we desire.  But when our beliefs are inaccurate, our decisions will often be ineffective, producing undesired results.

Creating the intention 
First, I get clear about what I want to manifest.  Through meditation I put myself into a very relaxed state of mind, and I implant my new intention by concentrating on it for at least 60 seconds.  The meditation is nothing complicated;

When you hold an intention to create something new in your life, such as a career change, a new relationship, or better health, at first you may see no results at all.  But as you continue to hold the intention, eventually it does begin to manifest, sometimes almost miraculously. A key to the intention-manifestation model is that you must keep your thoughts focused on what you want and avoid thinking about what you don’t want.  Even if you’re skeptical about the power of intention, it shouldn’t be hard to see that a disciplined mind brings benefits. A key to the intention-manifestation model is that you must keep your thoughts focused on what you want and avoid thinking about what you don’t want.  Even if you’re skeptical about the power of intention, it shouldn’t be hard to see that a disciplined mind brings benefits. What determines the goals you set (or don’t set) is your context. Your context is your collection of beliefs and values. So if the values of money and freedom are part of your context, you might be inclined to set a goal to start a new business. But with different kinds of values — a different context — you may be disinclined to set goals at all. Yet we often psyche ourselves out of getting started by mentally thinking about the change as something permanent — before we’ve even begun. It seems too overwhelming to think about making a big change and sticking with it every day for the rest of your life when you’re still habituated to doing the opposite. The more you think about the change as something permanent, the more you stay put.

Self-discipline is one of many personal development tools available to you. Of course it is not a panacea. Nevertheless, the problems which self-discipline can solve are important, and while there are other ways to solve these problems, self-discipline absolutely shreds them. Self-discipline can empower you to overcome any addiction or lose any amount of weight. It can wipe out procrastination, disorder, and ignorance. Just as everyone has different muscular strength, we all possess different levels of self-discipline. Everyone has some — if you can hold your breath a few seconds, you have some self-discipline. But not everyone has developed their discipline to the same degree.

Just as it takes muscle to build muscle, it takes self-discipline to build self-discipline.

The way to build self-discipline is analogous to using progressive weight training to build muscle. This means lifting weights that are close to your limit. Note that when you weight train, you lift weights that are within your ability to lift. You push your muscles until they fail, and then you rest.

Similarly, the basic method to build self-discipline is to tackle challenges that you can successfully accomplish but which are near your limit. This doesn’t mean trying something and failing at it every day, nor does it mean staying within your comfort zone. You will gain no strength trying to lift a weight that you cannot budge, nor will you gain strength lifting weights that are too light for you. You must start with weights/challenges that are within your current ability to lift but which are near your limit.

Progressive training means that once you succeed, you increase the challenge. If you keep working out with the same weights, you won’t get any stronger. Similarly, if you fail to challenge yourself in life, you won’t gain any more self-discipline.

Just as most people have very weak muscles compared to how strong they could become with training, most people are very weak in their level of self-discipline.

Similarly, if you’re very undisciplined right now, you can still use what little discipline you have to build more. The more disciplined you become, the easier life gets. Challenges that was once impossible for you will eventually seem like child’s play. As you get stronger, the same weights will seem lighter and lighter.

Don’t compare yourself to other people. It won’t help. You’ll only find what you expect to find. If you think you’re weak, everyone else will seem stronger. If you think you’re strong, everyone else will seem weaker. There’s no point in doing this. Simply look at where you are now, and aim to get better as you go forward.

Actions, not words, reveal beliefs. If you want to understand what you truly believe, observe your actions. This may take some courage to do, but if you follow the trail of your actions, it will lead you to a more congruent belief system. And once there you can begin consciously moving towards new beliefs that empower you, while your actions and beliefs remain congruent along the way. But you’ll make no progress as long as you claim to believe one thing but consistently act in violation of it. Most people in such a situation will spend time trying to get their actions to better reflect their so-called beliefs… and meet with nothing but frustration. I say first get your beliefs in line with your actions and reach the point of being totally honest with yourself, doubts and all. Then you’ll find it far easier to move forward. Don’t be afraid to do this — no divine being is going to smite you for being honest with yourself. And if one ever happens to show up, you always have me to use as a scapegoat.

Although it can be a bumpy ride (it certainly was for me), you’ll come out the other end a far more integrated and empowered human being. Internal incongruencies absolutely cripple us, forcing us to live on only a fraction of our potential. When our actions and beliefs are in conflict, we can’t think as well. We become less intelligent and less resourceful — easily manipulated by others. We have no clarity at all, and we can’t seem to get moving in a consistent direction. We’re like a rudderless ship, being tossed around by the waves.

Congruency is clarity. When you get clear about what you truly believe about reality by observing your actions and admitting the deepest, darkest truths to yourself that you never wanted to face, you’ll set yourself on a path of growth that will put all your earlier accomplishments to shame.

Once you figure out what it will really cost to achieve your goal, you can then decide whether you’re willing to pay that price or not. Often we fail to achieve goals quickly because deep down we feel the price is too high, but we don’t want to accept that. So we try to cheat by under committing resources, hoping the goal can be achieved with far less effort. In a handful of situations, we get lucky and achieve the goal more cheaply. Imagine what your life would be like if you could achieve most of your goals on the first try because you applied overwhelming force. Your first diet took you quickly to your goal weight. Your first attempt to quit smoking leads you to become a permanent nonsmoker. Your first attempt to find a fantastic job succeeded. No rework, retesting, repeating, recommitting, revamping, re-anything.

“Soul energy is creative consciousness. I want you to remember that because it is of high priority that all of your conscious memories are constant within the soul consciousness. Each life time you go into, or you reincarnate into, or are placed into, or walk into, life consciousness. There are many ways in which you can come into life consciousness, not only by birth within the structure of life form on whatever planet that gives life form. You have to remember that the total expansiveness of your soul consciousness is in constant travel form, or motion.

So, through your meditations you should start to concentrate because that is like putting on the armor of God. You should start concentrating on light in its purest and purification by allowing yourself to be permeated and surrounded by a brighter light every day. This will increase and permeate your electrical magnetic field. It will allow the expansion of consciousness into these other dimensions. “So, it is of great importance that you start to concentrate on the purification of your thoughts and permeate them and start the cleansing of the astral.

“To grow you have to grow through each dimension. This is why it will take a little bit of time to grow through each dimension until you totally purify your consciousness into, what we call, and the golden aura of light. It is very similar to putting on the cloak of righteousness. Each time that you manifest each of these consciousnesses you allow the spirit freedom from the body that it is in now.

“This will cause, as you go on, a lot of changes in your DNA. A lot of people will not want to do this because they may be frightened because of the first change. It is like the butterfly and the cocoon.

“Once you have reached the fifth dimension of consciousness then what will happen is that you will have no feelings the way you have your Earth feelings at this particular time.

“What will happen as you gradually graduate into the sixth consciousness, or dimension, you will find that you will be able to levitate with your thoughts. So thought permeation will be like a sword to fight the spirit with. You will have, as we call it, the two edged sword.

“When your thoughts are purified, this will allow you to be able to permeate through other people’s thoughts and to allow the evacuation of all of these thoughts that are in the astral plane at this moment.

The spirit is an unconscious form of all intelligence. When you give this unconscious form of all intelligence a form of matter, or a form of exemplifying this unconscious energy, in whatever birth structure throughout any of your light energies, which is into light forms in places throughout the entire universe, you are getting this unconscious spirit, which is constant in life form. This unconscious spirit requires consciousness in order to express its growth and in order to allow itself, through its self expression, to whatever form to become as consciousness of awareness to its totality of its completeness in existence of that form.

“That form is the completeness of the spirit’s journey throughout that existence of consciousness allowed through the form of matter, or whatever body that it takes on, in whatever universe, or whatever galaxy it allows to exemplify its consciousness, or it’s complete or true growth throughout that exemplification.

“This takes time for the consciousness to allow itself, what you call the birth of the spirit within itself which allows exemplifying the consciousness awareness of the unconscious spirit of constant existence throughout eternity.

“By allowing to get this conscious form through matter, or whatever structure, allows the body construction of its body to exemplify this rebirth. In other words, the birth of the spirit, now into physical matter, will be completely conscious of both states.

Every one of you here has, what you call, a kundilini force that goes up and down your spine. It opens up, what you people have learned to call, the chakras or psychic centers. We call them centers of light understanding. Each center that opens up gives you a different understanding.

Affirmations    

This Day: I am stronger.

I have greater physical and mental energy.

I remain calm and relaxed.

I think more clearly.

I understand more of what I perceive.

I have only constructive emotions.

I feel great.

I live in service and help to others.     

I assume authority and accept responsibility

I perform my intended purpose.

I am more than my physical body.

I remember better who I am. 

“A lot of you discuss this only from the perspective of soul travel at night. That is very wrong because the expansiveness of soul consciousness is in constancy. This is why sometimes you are missing time, or you are missing space, or you are missing balance. That is soul consciousness in expansion.

“The soul consciousness in expansion is what comes into contact with the other soul consciousness of life form in your immediate galaxy. This is why some of your life forms are so much ahead of you. It is because they are concentrating more on the soul consciousness and you people here are concentrating more on the soul body.

“You have to remember that there are two distinct things and factors here that you have to take into consideration. The soul body is the encasement of the soul consciousness. So to completely release the soul consciousness you have to project your consciousness through your thought projection. A lot of you are practicing this on a very small scale through, what you call meditation.

“So thought projection is the vehicle for the soul consciousness to travel into direction. So always, when you are in this kind of meditation, select a place in the galaxy and meditate from that place to where you are now. This is why, and then in this concept, you will travel faster because your consciousness is at thought point rather than from the thought to the travel point.

“A lot of you are going to get into the expansion of consciousness. You are going to remember that you are part of the God body. This is the creative force through thought to project the creation in the structure that is viewed from your immediate consciousness, but not through your projection. This is where you are making a lot of thoughts with your creations.

“So create, not from imagination, but from the expansion of consciousness through the projection at the point where you are not; from that point to the point where you are at. You have to remember this in your meditation because this is very important.

“To do this meditation, you are imagining in your eye, two pointed little; as we call them, light blue balls and a very silver line connecting them. Imagine that you are at the top line by breathing hard from the top line. Does not worry about grounding yourself from the bottom ball because that is where you are now and that is not where you want to be? To be in your total consciousness you have to become part of, what we call the ejection light around the soul of the energy field that is in constant motion.

“This is very hard to do until you properly program yourself in, what we call the discipline light. This is what is going to happen to a lot of you Earth people in 1995. You will be projecting above any difficulties on this Earth. So you actually will not be allowed in the actual difficulties that are happening on the immediate plane of light.

“I will leave myself open to you for just a few of your Earth questions that you have at this time, but not necessarily pertaining to consciousness.”

I want you to imagine that each star has in each point an eye. In other words, each star has vision to be able to see into its energy field of direction.

“The cosmic consciousness within each star represents the soul of light. The soul of light is the balancing of each thought that is produced by life forms that are in direct contact with the consciousness of each star.

“Every one of you in your life form, play a very important role of giving birth. You see, the energy fields within your own souls are called soul lights. They also give birth within other consciousnesses.

“So the consciousness within a star of its energy field will direct, or impregnate, other filtrations of lights that are coming into the five directions of the pointed star. So the five-pointed star has five impregnation points to give birth from the consciousness of your thoughts. So it is of prime importance that you all here play a significant role in the construction of the universe.

“The bad thoughts that you create are thought forms that go into reality of, what we call, great concern. These thoughts, because they are not properly impregnated in the universe, return back to sender, or to the Earth. This is what causes the incarnation of your new ideas that come to give you a disastrous result.

“A lot of your bad thoughts that were given off during your First and Second World Wars are now giving birth at this particular time on Earth in the form of not only your pollution, but in the form of your greed. This is causing the majority of the people here on Earth to become very imbalanced with energies and the energy rays that are given off at this particular time by the sun. This is because your sun is, what we call, the highest polarity of Polaris, the solar energy within your immediate universe here to the Earth.

“You have in the seventy-seven galaxies that surround your galaxy; you also have another seventy-seven suns. These suns are determined by their energy fields that are given off by your consciousness within your thoughts. So you could either give your sun more rebirth from your own energy consciousness, or you could take away from the energy that is coming directly to the Earth and cause it to become exterminated.

“So it is of very great prime importance that when you visualize a five- pointed star that each solar prana has a soul consciousness that relies on the soul consciousness of the totalness of life forms in all of your galaxies. So you are actually feeding the energy fields constantly from your thoughts. As you know this is the most powerfulness thing in the universe.

“God’s Consciousness is the sum total of all your consciousnesses. From the energy field of creation you get re-creation. You use the same energy fields to constantly create with the universe.

“So soul consciousness is in all forms of life light energy, whether it’s lunar, the moon, or solar, the sun, or planetary, the planets. Each has a soul, like your Earth here has, what we call, a soul consciousness.

“The soul consciousness of your Earth is determined primarily by the balance of your lunar energy that comes in and also its solar energy to give its yin and yang like you have within your own body. This is why, on many occasions, you are called the macrocosm, also the small part which you are the microcosm.

We all have our great faults. We all have our inhibitions where we have a tendency to cover up information sometimes to feel comfortable within our own reality. It’s an open tree, a tree which constantly blooms. It doesn’t have seasons. It’s a price for all seasons. You’ve heard the term, ‘in the midst of my winter, I discovered an invincible summer’.

I would qualify that by saying there are aspects of yourselves in many dimensional realities, but as you focus with an intention toward light, the way that you have been, it starts integrate these different aspects of yourself, which are enormously powerful and capable of doing many things.  Experiencing that for yourself, understanding that part of yourself and seeing how you may use all of these integrated parts toward making a difference will occur this year. 

Each one of these vehicles—the anchoring light and the pyramids and your Higher Self—are those ways in which you are creating your own stand in the world for what it is you are choosing to have.  How you are wishing to be empowered.  How you are wishing to be heard.  What it is that is significant and important to you.  Not everyone would choose to join in this work, but many will.  And as a result, this is where one starts to find a consensus.  I’d like to explain that a little bit more than I have in the past.  You will read in some internet mail and books that are being published or through many   comments you hear in certain groups, that when the consensus reaches a certain percentage, consciousness will shift, and you will move into a new time.  That is all well and good to understand and to recognize there is truth within it.  However, if there are 50% of the people wanting one thing and 50% wanting another, you are in a balancing act where there is enormous struggle.  The same thing is true if it is 49% and 5l%.  One has a slight edge but there is struggling to maintain that edge.  If it is 70% / 30% that struggle is not nearly as predominant as it would have been at 49/5l.  Can you see that? Remain centered in procreating love for within it comes the peace you seek. Let not those who dismantle me again and again in self-interest and relationship geared toward destruction be your friend. Remove the blinders! See where you are heading as a world and do not allow the constructs of mankind to supersede the Higher Will of God wherein peace lies intact.

• CREATE ENGERY
• Wiggle or move as much as possible
• Become a convert to green tea
• Mold could be making you tired
• Restore mental energy with flower essences
• Take off your watch
• Strengthen neck muscles
• Put a plant on your desk
• Boost up with boron (raisins are a great source)
• Hum
• Stretch your toes
• Yank your ears
• Pop a pumpkin seed
• Flap your jaws with peppermint chewing gum
• Try an eye pillow
• Switch to full-spectrum light
• Take a restorative bath
• Open your shoulders
• Eat a sweet potato
• Exercise late in the day
• Turn off that inner critic
• Use zinc
• Stay away from refined sugar or food that are Enriched
• Decorate with amber hues

The Neophyte or students ultimate aim in Kemet was for a person to become “One with God” or to “become like God.” The path to the development of godlike qualities was through the development of virtue, but virtue could only be achieved through special study and effort

(1). Control of thoughts

(2). Control of actions

(3). Devotion of purpose

 (4). Have faith in the ability of [your] [teacher] to teach [you] the truth.

 (5). Have faith in [yourself] to assimilate the truth

 (6). Have faith in [themselves] to wield the truth

 (7). Be free from resentment under the experience of persecution.

 (8). Be free from resentment under the experience of wrong.

 (9). Cultivate the ability to distinguish between right and wrong and

 (10). Cultivate the ability to distinguish between the real and the unreal

To appreciate how outlandish his teachings are, one must know the story of Noah and his sons and grandsons in the Bible. One son, Japheth, was the ancestor of all the people north and east of Mesopotamia (Iraq). Shem was the ancestor of the Semites (named for him), which in the Bible means the people of the Arabian Peninsula, Mesopotamia, and the Levant (Syria and Lebanon) [including the Hebrews], but not Palestine (Canaan). The third son, Ham, had four sons, Canaan, Egypt, Cush and Put. Canaan was the ancestor of the Canaanites, Egypt of the North Africans, Cush of the Nubians of Sudan and the Cushites of Ethiopia, Eritrea and Somalia, and Put of the Sub-Saharan Africans. When Noah awoke from a drunken stupor, he realized Ham had “uncovered his father’s nakedness”, probably a euphemism for homosexual rape (this whole story is rejected by Muslims, who believe Noah was a prophet and never defiled himself by drunkenness). Noah then put a curse upon Canaan (not Ham himself) that he and his descendants should be “slaves in the tents of Shem and Japheth”. This is thought by many Biblical scholars to have been written to justify the conquest of Canaan by the Hebrews and the enslavement of the Canaanites. This has been turned upside down by the Ansar Cult; they say they are Nubians, the true Hebrews, and the descendants of Abraham. Caucasians and Jews are the “sons of Canaan” (mixed with dogs as a result of their ancestors’ bestiality) and meant to be “servants to the Nubian Black Man”. Their hatred of whites in general and Jews in particular seems to know no limits. It is grotesquely unfair for the 90% of African-American Muslims who believe in the brotherhood and equality of all mankind to be judged by the racism spewed forth by these extremists who are not accepted as true Muslims by any other Muslims.

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belief is something of the mind (or imagination), meaning a propossion, that is normally placed there by an argument or persuasion that is addressed as proof.  But this argument is not an actual fact!  By way of definition number two you can see that belief is also a conclusion that you come to by weighing probability, but probability still isn’t fact.  Saying that something “probably will be” isn’t to say that it “will be”, because the word “probably and probability” shows that you aren’t sure!  Definitions three and four are on in the same in that they show you belief also comes from heresy or word of mouth, and not from actual evidence of a things and situations actually existing.  And finally, definition number four shows you that belief is basically an assumption, and from the definitions above you can see why.  Now all of this brings to mind that saying.. “When you assume (a*s-u-me) you make an a*s out of you and not me!”

Now because belief is not based on fact, but persuasion of heresy (words) and arguments, it is safe to say that BELIEF IS IGNORANCE.  While the basis of ignorance is to ignore [the facts], the basis of belief is sometimes equally so.  I say this because most people who live by the school of belief tend to not care about any evidence you bring them, if it isn’t found in their Bible, Qur’an, Torah and so on they will just ignore actual proof.

TRUTH..   The word “truth” does not always mean reality, and can sometimes be mixed up with the word “fact”.  For example, the world being flat was once thought to be true, but it is now a fact that the world is an “imperfect sphere”.  Black’s Law Dictionary has this to say about “truth”..

Facts, on the other hand, must be proven with evidence to substantiate a things existence, and this is the opposite of belief and religious convictions.  Black’s Law Dictionary say..

1. A thing done; an action performed or an incident transpiring; an event or circumstance; an actual occurrence; and actual happening in time or space or an event mental or physical; that which has been taken place.

2. A fact is either a state of things, that is, an existence, or a motion, that is, and event.

3. The quality of being actual; actual existence or occurrence.

Here, by all three definitions, you can see that before a thing or situation can be said factual there must be some evidence that this thing or happening ever existed, and hearsay or one sided references don’t count in this case. So stories that can only be found in one cultures book don’t count as evidence, and that is the case of the Torah-Bible and in-part the Koranic Stories.  What is meant by this is the stories of Moshe (Moses), Abrawham (Abraham), Yashu’a (Jesus) and so forth can only be found in the Bible as proof.  No other neighboring cultures have records of these stories except them, with the exceptions of the partial stories they themselves plagiarized from other cultures. 
 
As far as truth, belief and fact goes, these definitions do not only suite religious beliefs, but also life as a whole.

The important thing is not to stop questioning.  Curiosity has its own reason for existing.  One cannot help but be in awe when he contemplates the mysteries of eternity, of life, of the marvelous structure of reality.  ~Albert Einstein

There are no foolish questions, and no man becomes a fool until he has stopped asking questions.  ~Charles Proteus Steinmetz 
The larger the island of knowledge, the longer the shoreline of wonder.  ~Ralph W. Sockman 
The one real object of education is to have a man in the condition of continually asking questions.  ~Bishop Mandell Creighton

PROVERBS FROM TEMPLES

• The kingdom of heaven is within you; and whosoever shall know himself shall find it.
• The best and shortest road towards knowledge of truth [is] Nature.
• For every joy there is a price to be paid.
• If his heart rules him, his conscience will soon take the place of the rod.
• What you are doing does not matter so much as what you are learning from doing it. · It is better not to know and to know that one does not know ,than presumptuously to attribute some random meaning to symbols.
• If you search for the laws of harmony, you will find knowledge.
• If you are searching for a Neter, observe Nature!
• Exuberance is a good stimulus towards action, but the inner light grows in silence and concentration.
• Not the greatest Master can go even one step for his disciple; in himself he must experience each stage of developing consciousness. Therefore he will know nothing for which he is not ripe.
• The body is the house of God. That is why it is said, “Man know thyself.”
• True teaching is not an accumulation of knowledge; it is an awakening of consciousness which goes through successive stages.
• The man who knows how to lead one of his brothers towards what he has known may one day be saved by that very brother.
• People bring about their own undoing through their tongues.
• If one tries to navigate unknown waters one runs the risk of shipwreck. Leave him in error who loves his error.
• Every man is rich in excuses to safeguard his prejudices, his instincts, and his opinions.
• To know means to record in one’s memory; but to understand means to blend with the thing and to assimilate it oneself.
• There are two kinds of error: blind credulity and piecemeal criticism.
• Never believe a word without putting its truth to the test; discernment does not grow in laziness; and this faculty of discernment is indispensable to the Seeker. Sound skepticism is the necessary condition for good discernment; but piecemeal criticism is an error.
• Love is one thing, knowledge is another.
• True sages are those who give what they have, without meanness and without secret!
• An answer brings no illumination unless the question has matured to a point where it gives rise to this answer which thus becomes its fruit.
• Therefore learn how to put a question.
• What reveals itself to me ceases to be mysterious‹for me alone: if I unveil it to anyone else, he hears mere words which betray the living sense: Profanation, but never revelation.
• The first concerning the ‘secrets’: all cognition comes from inside; we are therefore initiated only by ourselves, but the Master gives the keys.
• The second concerning the ‘way’: the seeker has need of a Master to guide him and lift him up when he falls, to lead him back to the right way when he strays.
• Understanding develops by degrees.
• As to deserving, know that the gift of Heaven is free; this gift of Knowledge is so great that no effort whatever could hope to ‘deserve’ it.
• If the Master teaches what is error, the disciple’s submission is slavery; if he teaches truth, this submission is ennoblement.
• There grows no wheat where there is no grain.
• The only thing that is humiliating is helplessness.
• An answer if profitable in proportion to the intensity of the quest.
• Listen to your conviction, even if they seem absurd to your reason.
• Know the world in yourself. Never look for yourself in the world, for this would be to project your illusion.
• To teach one must know the nature of those whom one is teaching. In every vital activity it is the path that matters.
• The way of knowledge is narrow.
• Each truth you learn will be, for you, as new as if it had never been written.
• The only active force that arises out of possession is fear of losing the object of possession.
• If you defy an enemy by doubting his courage you double it.
• The nut doesn’t reveal the tree it contains. For knowledge ... you should know that peace is an indispensable condition of getting it.
• The first thing necessary in teaching is a master; the second is a pupil capable of carrying on the tradition.
• No discussion can throw light if it wanders from the real point.
• Your body is the temple of knowledge.
• Experience will show you, a Master can only point the way.
• A house has the character of the man who lives in it.
• All organs work together in the functioning of the whole.
• A man’s heart is his own Neter.
• A pupil may show you by his own efforts how much he deserves to learn from you.
• Routine and prejudice distort vision. Each man thinks his own horizon is the limit of the world.
• You will free yourself when you learn to be neutral and follow the instructions of your heart without letting things perturb you. This is the way of Maat.
• Judge by cause, not by effect.
• Growth in consciousness doesn’t depend on the will of the intellect or its possibilities but on the intensity of the inner urge.
• Every man must act in the rhythm of his time ... such is wisdom.
• Peace is the fruit of activity, not of sleep.