Darkness

I wrote this a few years ago bad times.

I wake up depressed, I feel really low.
My thoughts filled with anger, my emotions won't show.
I act like Im normal, I act like im fine.
My lifes full of darkness, the sun just wont shine.
A glimpse of light could change it all, and end this pain today.
But a glimpse of light will never shine, cuz darkness always stays.
To shine this light for just one day, is all I ask of you.
Cuz making darkness go away, is the one thing I can't do.
A better life is all I ask, I pray to make this end.
But He knows what is best for me, His Will just will not bend.
My hopes and dreams are fading fast, I watch them all pass by.
To sit and watch my life run past, can make me want to die.
The things I miss, the things I want, will never come my way.
For life is hell, and it's way to hard, to have just one good day.
I hope for change It needs to come, If not I could die soon.
lll stop this pain Ill make it end, Ill do it in my room.
The mystery of death is great, it messes with my brain.
But Is it worth it, to end this now? No longer live in pain?
For how death comes, I not yet know I havent planned it out.
To do this crime is just so hard, so many things I doubt.
To commit this sin and end this pain, indeed seems good at times.
Id be gone forever with nothing more, then my life according to rhymes.

Author's Note

I don't plan on killing myself... These were dark times.

Reviews

[~angelalala~]

"My hopes and dreams are fading fast, I watch them all pass by.
To sit and watch my life run past, can make me want to die." i liked this poem. i can relate. there are times in our lives when darkness is all we see, when suicide seems the easiest way out & a peaceful escape. i have had all these thoughts before. & i'm sure many others have too. i like the flow of this poem as well. very good, dark write.