What Control?

This is something I wrote last night at 11:44 when I could not sleep; this is the product. Since I could not sleep last night and was out of control and still wide awake I am believing I am Hypomania.

Sometimes I get out of control,

I can not control my emotions,

Or my actions,

I try to but can not,

Sometimes I feel to wide awake to sleep,

I regret it in the morning,

Feeling tired and wore out,

I try to sleep,

But I am to restless,

When I get out of control,

I do and say things I normally do not,

But think about saying or doing them,

I try to stay in control,

But sometimes I feel happy,

Like I am at the top of the world,

When I get angry,

I can not control what I do,

Or even say,

When I get sad or depressed,

I do not think,

I let it out with not control,

Because sometimes I get out of control,

And because I feel to wide awake to sleep.

Author's Note

I just want to know what you think of it.

Reviews

[MAD ENGLISHMAN]

Nice piece of writing.
Well done.

[FireFox9]

Well done control is something hard to find or keep hold of. Fox-

[1Disawsum]

good read, you put everyone's questions on paper, good work. xx

[paras]

this is amazing you've depicted everyone's thinking and questions to himself why ? why can't i ? sometimes all thoughts and mysteries and memories come back at an instant at night. keep up the good work :)

[catney123]

Thank you, it is not that they always come to me but when they do they can be during the day as well.

[♔ CrownedDevil &#..]

Wow, very powerful write. I love this poem, it's relate able. Nicely penned.

Kaze~

[catney123]

Thank you so much on the review.

[♔ CrownedDevil ☾]

Your very welcome. :-)

[SallyDM]

I enjoyed it, I can relate to those feelings so well, sometimes I struggle to put into words how I feel but you did it so perfectly. I love this.

[catney123]

Thank it was not hard at the time but if I where to try to write something like that another time it would be pretty hard.