I forgot

 

 

I forgot, so much.

I am ashamed of my memory loss

I forgot, family over law

Welcoming the surprised guest

Knowing everything, seeing nothing

I forgot helping and getting paid

I lost myself

I remember it all now

I remember me, I am me.

I forgot society comes second

I forgot so much because the place moved up

The situation changed, I changed

Now I honestly remember

No I biasedly know

My anger, my hatred, my violent disposition,

I know…I acknowledge my emotions, these feelings

I pay focus to my ignored self

I work with those I care for to learn

And when I am healed from the years of disregarded abuse

I’ll focus on you and tell the truth

Spew your hated words. I’ll tell the truth

Because I can’t help but act somewhat just a little like you

 

Author's Note

Cp. 10:03PM Mon 07/09/07 �Are the One� HIM Finishing once anger thoughts now just moving forward pushing the anger back. 2nd day at Summer Scholars (Written, Lenore)