In the mood

 

I’m in the mood to cause myself pain

to distract me from a reality

I no longer love

                Agonizing distance away from a Writers Soul Love

eagerly awaiting the next Writers High

                                one of the not pill induced kind

there’s a child inside

a teenagers crying

a woman’s desperate for touch

an essence needing to be freed

I don’t love you anymore

                Can anyone see this heart dying?

 

 

I’m in the mood to cause myself pain

 

     to tear them out from the inside of this body

     …this warmed corpse

     praying the pain drives me to insanity kiss

Do you remember me?

     I can still hear her scream

 

 

One last wish

 

 

 

 

Will you still kiss me

 

 

 

Before this bristling lie of life is done?

 

 

 

Author's Note

Cp. 5:43PM Wen 01/16/08 Sixx AM �X-mas in Hell, Life is Beautiful, Pray for Me� Sick, tired, disgusted, lonely, praying for insanity inspiration (Written, Big Black)