unspoken thought

 

That pit in the center of my stomach exist

The oozing black creation of disdain

Lives on forcing mixed emotions from clouded eyes

It’s the creation of repetitive ‘you come next’

Lines that steal time from friends and loves to create

That perfect person I shall never become

 

Taken advantage of once more,

 

 

‘The child I bore is there,

You came first take care of it

That man I love is here, which is not there’

Go off sight I want to be a newly wed’

At the bottom of a hole back to the life from before

 

The live in baby sitter unheard left to wonder

 

 

As you close that door do you remember?

Hey guess what I am your daughter

Are those truths lost to newly wed lifestyle

And the child left easily at my feet

 

Author's Note

Cp. 7:46AM Fri 12/21/07 NM Angry, Tears, Ignored, taken advantage of, unheard (Written, Tobi.)