i'll run, i'll hide, tell as many lies

 

 

restless sleep

and the thought

this can be another chance

at some form of smile

 

but i'm the type of person

unused to eyes

focused on any part

of this being

 

            i'll run

 

            i'll hide

 

            tell as many lies

 

as i deem necessary

to myself and others

becasue.....

it's frightening

 

restless sleep

and the thought

this could work

i'm just too weak

this is just too scary

too new

 

Author's Note

Cp. 12:19PM Sun 06/22/08 NM a thought about J/C and this hole mess of thought, grr argh i'm scared and uncomfortable (Typed, Prides)