These Days, These Nights

An emotional poem.

These Days, These Nights

 

As days turn to nights

my bleek circumstances

are still a fright.

 

I don't want to talk to anybody,

I'm not interested in hanging out,

I'm an extrovert,

I'm just not myself lately.

 

Something has shifted in me,

my personality had drifted.

my life is ripping apart day by day,

as my heart did five years ago.

 

Everyday I hate him more,

each day I wish I had never been born.

every night I hate my life more and more.

Why is life such a bore to me now?

 

 

Author's Note

The anniversary of my divorce is coming. I've been in a funk for the last week.

Reviews

[Molafvt]

I surely understand your sentiments here Marie, as no doubt many do. Thinking we're in love,and to watch everything crumble before your eyes is painful to say the least. Let it go. I've been on the planet for a number of years and have learned that nothing is forever. We can only appreciate things in the moment, but when we put all our faith in another, we make a fatal mistake. That's not to say one can't love with all they have, but when it's over, there's no sense in torturing ourselves. Life goes on and there are many, many fish in the sea, so to speak. My experience has been that after one relationship, another is right behind it. Hopeful each one gets better as we get to know ourselves better. My heart goes out to you sweety, but don't loose any sleep over it. If that's you in your profile pic, the only problem you'll have is making the right choices. Just listen to your inner voice and after a short dating period you should know what you need to do. Don't "jump" into things from desperation. If ther are any doubts what-so-ever, then run baby run....!

[The Rock And Roll Cowbo..]

Coming from another divorce I can understand where you are coming from... it seems when we lose that commitment we lose a part of who we were, it's as if we need to be reborn to move on... I really liked this a lot.

[James Bonner]

I'm divorced as well. Though I can't say that I hate my ex - we've actually maintained a great friendship. Regardless this appeals to more aspects of my life over the last five years, as well, besides the divorce. its a good read:)

[Sam Severn]

Heartbreaking n' beautiful to the max! Your writing through pain inspires me! ㋡