I read and reread this it will be midnight, a tight room in the attic, i will continue to read this, i will not stop, there might be something i need to know, moths bump against my lampshade, i still don't know who i am, so i will have to listen, the window is open, a car beeps twice far away. the old man who lives across the street hammers on a metal dog dish, in the blank darkness of our collective ruined soul