Torn

Torn
Tired
at wits end
about to walk out
leave it all behind.
can't take living in this house like this
want to start a new journey
maybe one where I'll be happy
wishing on a star
praying for a new path
waiting for a sign.
Cuz right now nothing i do
turns out right
everything I try turns sour
cause hurt and pain
even though I try
can't even give the boys 
what they need
every time I try to turn things around
it fails.