One's Company (Three's Insanity)A Poem by Cassidy Mask
I am not crazy. Jump. You used to be such a nice girl. I am. Do you know what you are? You used to be such a kind girl. I am not listening. You’re nothing. You’re better than this. I am. No. You’re worse than that. So much better. I am not a bad person. Worse than nothing. Just don’t listen to her. I am. So much worse. Why can’t you just ignore her? I am not a puppet. What is that? Worse than nothing…It’s not so hard. I am. Just jump. Go ahead, and jump. Just turn away. I am not going to kill myself. Look at you. Look at what you are. You’re giving her what she wants. I am. Do you see that?You just have to say no. I am not looking. Do you see what’s wrong with that picture?No. Just two letters. I am. Do you see what’s wrong with that girl? Listen to me. I am not ugly. Do you see what’s wrong with you? We can make this go away. You can. I am. Because I do. All you have to do is walk away. I am not going to run from her. I see your every fault. Just get away from this place. I am. So do us all a favour and jump.You used to be such a nice girl… I know… ‘I’m afraid your daughter has schizophrenia.’ ‘Is there anything that can be done?’ ‘She can take medication.’ ‘But will it go away? Will she be normal?’ ‘…’ You’re so weak. I’m not So, so weak. I’m not Pick up the scissors. I’m not Put them to your skin. I’m not Now repeat after me. I’m not ‘I am weak’I’m not ‘I am nothing’I’m not See that blood?I’m not It’s nothing. I’m not Just like you. I’m not Does it hurt?I’m not No?I’m not Then you need to go deeper. I’m not You haven’t learnt yet. I’m not And you must learn. I’m not You must. I’m not Because you’re so weak. I’m not…
…Am I? I’m so sorry.
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