Little Wonder

This is supposed to be fun

But I just feel sick

With fear

And embarrassment

 

I’m shaking

And I want to cry

But what would that do?

They all hate me enough

As it is

 

I want to shout

Get angry

But they’d just laugh at me

The weirdo kid

With the awkward expression

 

I want to revert

To my old way of seeing things

But I can’t let myself down

That way

It’s the easy way out

But I’ll be left

With the scars

 

This is supposed to be fun

But I’m awkward

And I’d rather not take part

 

Nobody wants me there anyway

And I’m scared enough

Without this extra

Stress

 

 

Little wonder

I hate people.

Reviews

[EMP]

this was sad ): but really good! "this was supposed to be fun but i'm awkward"
really good write *hug* :)

[R E Tree]

Your not the only one out there I use to get bullied everyday at school. Then I stayed away from them, the people who have a wierd interest of getting pleasure from torturing people. I'm so glad I'm not like them