Her Confession

Some cannot face the fear of rejection. While for some others, it's the fear of not knowing. Letting out love is a scary thing, we all have our reasons and hopes, this confession is to let go.

If it wasn’t because I loved you so much, I wouldn’t want to hide my love from you.

But it’s because that I love you so much, that I don’t want my love to confuse you.

My feelings for you are real or perhaps better put as reality.  I don’t know why or how, all I know is that this time, I can really learn to feel.

All those times before, were like nothing of this today, where my heart aches for you, while it pounds down like a rock. 

Don’t take this the wrong way; since that wasn’t my intention, I just wanted to let you know, so that I can go my way. 

You may think I’m selfish, for hiding this from you. 

Or you may think I’m creepy, secretly loving you. 

I don’t expect anything, other than your understanding, maybe someday you too will learn, about the power of unconditional loving.

I cared about you all the time, as if you were the only one, but it was also you,  that kept my spirit strong, as if you were my motivation.

I can’t explain in words, of all those times that I might have not passed by. 

But the thought of you gave my power, to fight my way through. 

I can think of only three words, and that is I am sorry. 

I feel quit pathetic, although for you it’s worth it. 

I have shed tears for you, only in secret where no one can see. 

How my heart just screams for you, like a poison without an antidote. 

If you have read so far, I am thankful for your time. 

You can wish to forget these words, and remember me as a friend. 

I don’t dare wish but if you feel the same, maybe that was just our fate. 

I blame no one for my years of loving; they weren’t in any way wasted. 

If only I knew the power of love, how it changes a person’s way of thoughts. 

Remember me, as that girl from the past.

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[brenda]

fine story can relate to this a lot !:)