have i found it yet?

its a rather peculiar feeling

to see and digest

moments

intimacy at every turn

shall i gouge out my eyes?

this lust for life is overwhelming

i wish

to sit

ponder

and write out every detail

because beauty is in the eye of the beholder

yet all i can see is words

manipulation

of sentences

structure

and pure sensation

syllables across the lips

drip

with ecstacy.