....................passed past.

the heart aches
i felt you in my heart the night we met
and i mourned for the loss of my strength
i mourned for my courage
my once fearless attitude
my willingness to lose it all
but for once i was content
to keep myself at a steady pace
self inflicted wounds reopened every night as i left with the moon
the power behind your eyes left me turning all night
i could no longer bare my room
my brave thoughts would cause me doom
but it was all right
id re die every night if i could see you in the afternoon
the fear of losing you ravaged my mind
in my desperation a savage like side
i lost
my will power was not for a false cause
i could no longer love him
it was evident in my eyes
for my heart my soul
was no longer mine.