meeeeeeeeee pastt

There was a time

Where my self image was so blurred

I looked in a mirror

Thought I saw myself

And I hated everything around

And I acted way too cool

And felt like such a bum

Felt so lost unreal

And id drink all night to forget

Those awful ugly times

And id smoke to relax my nerves

To forget that I was going insane

And id swallow some candy drinks

To make even more obscene

So maybe theyd see mee not for me

But some tough crazy chick wouldn't be and couldn't be touched

Some all night fun

Who just didn't give a fuckk.