watching u sleeping.

sleep.

as the sun came up

my eyes were up

boy you stayed all night sleeping, breathing softer than any baby ive seen

lashes and cheeks steady breathing

on the corner of the bed

i inhaled more smoke

boy you stayed through the night

and ive never had a family

i never felt any love

but when i look at you

so soft asleep

i almost believe

i almost believe, that theres such a thing

      something out there for me.