my destruction is what i crave.

 

so my destruction is what i crave

to pop pills and see my life go up in silver smoke

to drink away worries only to have them come pouring back with the next bottle or cold can

to inhale toxins is in my mind

to have my brain spinning and the world vibrating

to laugh and scream in the middle of the street

to act like a mad man with no worries

and all my friends think i just like the fun

all my friends think i wont hold this gun

take those extra pills

more than i can handle

take that extra puff even though my heart is ppounding

take that extra sip even though i cant walk or talk

they dont see it all.