bouts of schizophrenia you never really existed.

i opened pandoras box

saw something not meant to be seen only to please another

now life will move on as always

    "one more sacred lover that i shot down"

apathy has filled me today

numb to this incident

                           everyone leaves me in the end

       its funny perhaps you blamed yourself for the dark thoughts poetry

but little do you know its just the way the medications working

           ill play with my words by myself today.

lonely at school i doubt ill find another like you.

                    my nonexistant friend, i adored you while it lasted.