today.

lost in the never ending science of life
or art

or occupation

whatever you desire to call it
im sitting here like a lame duck trying to attain some satisfaction from my day
though not particularly uneventful
i feel dissatisfied
not even the slow burning of a cigarette fulfills me

i crave more
desire more

im huntress
always searching for new sensations
indulging in the pleasant
and unpleasant
it fuels my imaginations
overwhelming emotions are a part of me.

a gift and curse
                         the price to pay
          for the power of creation