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i need to communicate in some sure form
in the voice that my lips never part to let out except for my own ears
as i try and try to force it out it trapps between my lips
screaming screaching from the pit of my stomach
ravaging my insides
and all i thought was right
muscle memory soon to be erased like a baby
im unable to do for myself
however i think i can do for you
how does that make sense/
this sure feeling of being held in ones arms only brings me nasuea and confusion but i try and try to love
to want to desire
yet this anger buds beneath my fingertips
opening up so i scream at night
i twist and drown in daydreams
in the shower i let the water burn me
i turn it to boiling wishing my skin could just melt away
and my soul could puddle up at the bottom of this tub
watered down
and slipping through the pipes
so i could mix with the dead skin and dirt from all the citizens of this golden state
and wash wash aay into the ocean
so i could be the rolling waves that evaporate and turn into white fluffy clouds that see all and wash the oil away from these city streets

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i twist and drown in daydreams
in the shower i let the water burn me
i turn it to boiling wishing my skin could just melt away
and my soul could puddle up at the bottom of this tub

....You had me hooked on here, these emotions run out sheer deepness,
i like this write a bunch.