.....

this feeling of restlessness begins to boil me up again
a screaming vat of pure erotic emotional raw energy
i can commit murder with the way i feel tonight
indstead i sti with a laptop in hand the only thing i have to arm myself against the world
and i only feel worse
as this radiation begins to burn and morph me
into a bigger monster than i already am
oh lord oh lord how can i rid myself of this
before i rid the world of me
take me now i shout to the heavens
in a desperate plea
i value my life
every bloody minute of it
yet what goes on in my mind is nothing but confusion