Its Going To Be Hard As Hell ( I can no longer).

A poem

It's going to be hard as hell.
Nothing Worth it is ever easy,
But I can no longer let you consume every inch of my being .
I can no longer give you everything and anything I have left.
I can no longer be the cause of my own pain, my own heart ache,
Because that's what I do.
Everytime I run back to you,
I break my own heart, into a million pieces too sharp to pick up myself.
I can no longer write poems about you, because I know from experience you will never read them.
I can no longer chase you,
My feet are finally tired of running after something they will never catch up to.
I can no longer be your anchor,
heavy is something I do not want to carry.
I can no longer have faith in anything that leaves your tender lips,
Because the truth is not a taste your tongue is familiar with.
I can no longer love you,
I can no longer want to love you,
And I can no longer need to love you
And it's going to be hard as hell.